so in the last 7 days: my great grandmother died, the CRNBC refuses to return my calls or emails, i locked my keys in my car and paid a ridiculous amount of $$ for a preschooler to get them out in 3 minutes flat, chris and i found out it will take more than 12 months for me to be able to come to prince rupert permanently so i am stuck here, and basically everyone has bailed on me for pride weekend. i can't get anyone to switch shifts this weekend, so my best friend is going to be pissed off at me that i can't come to her housewarming party. the one plan i had for my day off fell through because of a misunderstanding. yesterday my manager told me she changed my schedule and put me on to work july 5th. that's the day chris gets here for the summer. also the day i have annual comps.
what. the. fuck.
i am distraught, but at the same time, i am so jaded and pissed off that i almost don't give a shit about anyfuckingthing. i'll go to pride by myself. i'm not going to be 10 minutes from the park and not go. i have no idea what i'll do about the next 12 months. i'm screwed for living arrangements. when december rolls around, i'll be short one roommate and still have 6 months left on my lease. i'll have to totally bail on something work-related in order to pick my fiancee up at the airport. oh yeah, and i'm scheduling oral surgery to have all 4 of my wisdom teeth extracted, which i cannot afford. somebody just shoot me, please.