Monday, October 31, 2005

from the mouth of my girlfriend cont'd

Fletcher sniffed a candle today and burnt his whiskers. He is our special boy.

hey i ate a plastic bag last night while i was dreaming...

i lick laundry detergent and there's a difference.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005


What I heard then was the melody of children at play. Nothing but that. And I knew that the hopelessly poignant thing was not Lolita's absence from my side, but the absence of her voice from that chorus.

Sunday, October 23, 2005


if she gets up, we'll all get'll be ANARCHY!

Friday, October 14, 2005

life is yours to miss

nyc is calling me home. i have so many of those...i am a child of the world, belonging everywhere and nowhere in particular. on a darkened stage in an empty theatre, this is my monologue. things i have to say and share with everyone and no one at all.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Worth a try

A close friend of Camille's is in need of a miracle
Hollie needs a new kidney
Her blood type is 0 positive
she was close to getting a transplant
but it did not work out
she is back at square one
So after much thought we decided to
use this vice to get the word out for her
She is 22, a nursing student
and is in renal failure, creatinine
is 15 (greater than 5 is end stage renal failure)
So spread the word
and if you can help or know of someone
who is a donor and has this blood type
comment to us.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

documentary of a 5 yr old

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her highness.


the male love of my life.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

looking back with wonder

All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope... all the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect... who might be searching for us.

pick up line

Chinese guy: What are you, Brazilian? Argentinian? I can't quite place my finger on it.
Indian girl: No, I'm Indian.
Chinese guy: Ooh. You're my little tandoori chicken. Where's your dot?

--KGB Bar, E. 4th Street (overheard in nyc)

where do these dumbasses come from??!

Monday, October 03, 2005


I am invading Camille's blog
with her permission
I missed her today like I do everyday
we had three fire alarms today
u had a test
I took a video of a special boy
and worked in the special class
and I thought of your videos of Grace
and how touched I was that u showed
them to me
Thank u so much
I heart u

Sunday, October 02, 2005

rare forms of truth

we're all self concious,
i'm just the first to admit it

the prettiest people
do the ugliest things

well that's a mighty big word
for such a small man
and i'm not sure i can

remember when i moved in you
the holy dark was moving too
and every breath we drew
was hallelujah

there's only us
there's only this
forget regret
or life is yours to miss
no other road
no other way
no day but today

i don't want to be responsible
for your fractured heart
and its wounded beat

the choices that i made
oh have been nothing but mistakes
what a wasted use of space
should i die before i wake

there comes a time
in everyone's life
when all you can see are
the years passing by
and i have made up my mind
that those days are gone

i hear them saying
you'll never change things
and no matter what you do
it's still the same thing
but it's not the world
that i am changing
i do this so
this world will know
that it will not change me

from a distance

i miss my bruddah. he is so very perceptive. he is always surprising me with the things that come out of his mouth. he is funny, intelligent, and he has the biggest heart of any 13 yr old i know. i'm so proud of you, matt. proud to call you my brother. proud to know you. and proud of the person that you are. you are a wonder.