Saturday, August 27, 2005
are you there god? it's me, camille.
oh how i am longing for those days of teenage angst. not the high school bullshit part. what i am missing is the ability to be an A-1 BITCH and get the fuck away with it because i'm 16. i miss working for a paycheck that i will blow on eating out and buying clothes. i miss talking on the phone until 4 a.m. and not studying for tests, but still making A's. wearing hoodies to school and sleeping thru class. being free at the end of the day. that rush that spiraled through us as we ran out the doors to the parking lot, taking pictures and laughing about the weekend plans. it was not all fun and games. the latter half of it was actually something i'd never wish on anyone. but the beginning was pretty good. the lack of responsibility and carefree feeling in my heart was something i can't get back. i've turned into my mother. i've tried so hard not to, but there was no escape. the genetics have taken hold.
Posted by meelo at 7:38 PM