Wednesday, May 25, 2005
when i gave you a choice. that's when you should have thought about these things. or even before then. when you were in houston and too busy to talk to me...i told you you could take 15 minutes to talk with me about our relationship or fuck it. you didn't choose those 15 minutes. it's no suprise to me. you've never thought it through. ever. you know that. we have your poor choices to show for it. over a month later is no time to bring it back to me and hope it changes my perception. it doesn't. i've been looking at us from every angle all along. not just when the times get shitty. i've lost you before. i remembered what that felt like, every second of every day, trying to think of a way to have you, keep you in my life forever, when you were totally gone. at the risk of sounding unsympathetic, this is not my problem to deal with anymore. i dealt with it all along. alone. it sucks, doesn't it? but there's nothing left for me to give.
Posted by meelo at 11:31 PM